Wow. As I've said I don't, but I know enough to have my shit run fine. And it was a miscomunication between me and him. And yes I have a negative attitude on alot of things. U would in my does if the only thing keeping u from putting a bullets in my head is my son, my wife, and trying to stay into cars. My doctor fucked my life on purpose for money, has 36 lawsuits and I can't sue him because he has no money left. If your body was fucked and the only way to get through severe nerve and back pain is severe medication. I only have a few things to try and bring any happiness into my life, so when someone constantly rags on me and says I don't know my shit, well you do the math. I ducking hate myself and what I've become the last 2 years, I used to be the happiest person I'd meet. So sorry I don't have a more positive attitude when I'm 5 thoughts a day into shooting myself and jyst ending it, and not because if my son, and the few lil pleasures I try to have. Ya. I dont care what flaming I get for this post, but i am crying as I type it. U need to SIP and think aboyt the constant shit I'm going througj since ky life was fucked. And the constant stabbing pain radiating in my leg that meds and nerve injectons do nothin.g for. Now u know how bad off I am. Whenever u do see me, its a act and push to get through, why do u think I'm always trying to sit or lean on something, I'm miserable, instead of arguing, saying I don't know shit just let it roll. You didn't know urs shit at one time either. But I'm just big fat ass Dan so what do I know about anything right? Deep such a great ducking thing.
Last edited by danfiveten
on 2012-04-25
at 05-12-55.